Struggling Connections

When you look at me you look a little longer.. it makes me want to linger When you shake my hand you hold on a little longer.. like you're memorising my fingers When you talk to me you do so detailedly and every words has an appearance

A picture a painting an emphatic craft

What is this painting? A painting of me and you living and loving? A desire that is beyond the borders of your trifling commitment?

You know I am a believer. I believe that we want the same Drug but like double magnets we repel In spite of that I still believe in us In the sincerity of my feelings. I believe in you. I believe you need me as I need you....

I pray you look at me wanting a little longer... I want to linger I wish you'd have the will to hold me and hold me a little longer... please know my fingers Talk to me displaying your emotions and coherce mine Let our minds romance together in a forbidden caress

And if there's a world where all I have believed, prayed and wished is a lie and my words are illusion then terminate me..or salvage my remainants.. because I'm in too deep