In a world filled with sunshine you were my darkness
In a world filled rainbows you were my gloom
In a world filled with joy you were my sadness
I don't know who is more twisted
You being all the worst things in life
Or me for loving you

I know your not meant for me
But when I am with you I feel alive
You are like the feeling of pain
I hate it
But it tells me I am in reality

Now my head can't be in the clouds
Because your the thunder that will strike me
I can't hope or dream
Because your pessimistic,
Your negative,
Your never happy,
Your a junkie for pain,
Addicted to the sad life,
Your mean,
But how could I hate you
When your me.