He's coming

It was a sunny day, it wasn't so much of a lovely day, it was just a usual day. One of those days that I promise myself that I'd watch TV after lunch. I was in the kitchen chopping carrot, complaining to myself about the heat the sun brought. When it enveloped me, great darkness. Deeper than I have ever known, at first I thought it was a change in weather. It was a normal day to me, but then it wasn't the weather, it wasn't an eclipse, it was darker than night, no moon, no sun. Then it hit me and I called out to Dad he's has come!! Then my thoughts started running, not today, not right now, not today?! I could hear my heart skip, I could feel my heart beat faster than usual. This darkness was terrible, it felt like a vacuum but there was air, there was no wind, I mean I couldn't feel the air cause a was having panic attacks (not that I ever get any) but that's the way I can describe this moment. Looking up I saw an appearance of light, my eyes were not irritated by this light instead it attracted me. It was life. The Son of Man depending onto the earth. I thought I heard angels, oh angels singing and dancing celebrating the king of Glory. It was supposed to be as beautiful as the Bible describes it but why was I full of bitterness?